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My head is pounding like a hammer
I feel I just need to be calmer
Will I be able to hold much longer?
Or should I crawl back to my corner?

Everything moves so fast
Will I be always last?
Thinking always of the past
Wishing you were here at last.

Waves of sound hit my brain
Causing for it to feel pain
Is all of this in vain?
Or do I just have the wrong lane?

I feel am haywire
Like a car with a flat tire
Am I just a lier?
If so, who will light my fire?